First Time Sex

�"I lost my virginity when I was 13 and I still am 13 today. It hurt bad and I was so scared. I knew I couldn\'t tell anyone except my friend who was there. The worst part of my story is that the guy was 18. This is how my story goes.

"One night I stayed the night at my friend\'s house. We were talking to these guys I had only known for like a couple of months. They said that they would come and pick us up from her apartment. So we got ready and then they came. I didn\'t think that anything would happen because I had gone and hung-out with them before at their house. But this time it was different. My whole life was about to change.

"When we got to their house we just hung out and watched T.V. Then I laid on his bed and he jumped on me while my friend and his brother were watching a movie and making out. He started to finger me and then all the sudden I realize I am having sex. I think what made me not say no was because my friend had already had it and I wanted to, but I didn\'t think it would ever happen in a million years and especially when my friend and his brother were in the room.

"Well me and my friend haven\'t told anyone and I am too scared to say anything to anyone because I don\'t want people to think I am a hoe or I am easy or anything. But now I have to live with the guilt of not being able to tell my mom or anyone at that. Me and my mom have talked about sex and I said that I would never do it unless I was like older but I lied to myself and my mom. It made and still makes me feel so bad. I feel like kind of dirty now, but I think eventually I will get over it in time."

"I was round at JD�s. It was a great party. Loads of people were there. I was just standing around with my mate Steven and I see this girl over his shoulder. She smiles at me, right, so I give it the business. You know, I talk to Steve but every now and then laugh really loud and look at her again, smiling loads. She kept smiling back, so I moved in. We get talking and everything\'s going fine. She laughed at my jokes. Next thing I know she\'s looking at me all soppy and we kiss. Then it all got out of control. She\'s whispering to me to come upstairs - you know - and I said, \'you go on, I\'ll come in a minute, I\'ve got to go to the loo first\', or something.

"Anyway she goes off and Steven comes over. He\'s really excited, going on about \'taking my chances\' and \'having it off\'. I didn\'t know what to say. I mean I was really excited about the kiss still and he\'s saying that I must be a right stud to pull a girl like that. It is true, I have had lots of girlfriends but it doesn\'t mean I\'m experienced. I mean, I\'m really good at the chatting up and smooth-talking but I\'ve never actually done it. Slept with someone. But I couldn\'t tell him that could I?

"Anyway I went upstairs, and found her in the bedroom, with all the lights off on top of a pile of coats. She had taken off half her clothes. I had been intending to say something. All the way upstairs I\'d been thinking, \'tell her, tell her you\'re a virgin.\' But how could I? I just knew she thought I wanted to have sex. I was thinking, \'I don\'t want it like this, what about protection and that?\'

"It was awful, looking back, but I did it. I fumbled around and we were hardly talking so eventually, after a bit of wrestling I got it in and it lasted about 10 seconds. I just got dressed and left. I kept thinking, \'well I\'ve done it but what could it have been like?\'"

I was 13 and stupid when I lost my virginity. I think it would of helped if I actually looked 13 and not 17. He was a 20 year old US Marine who didn\'t love me, or even care about me. I\'m not naming names, so lets just call him... Mike? My best friend, Ben, had introduced us at a football game. I had a huge crush on Mike after that night...who wouldn\'t? He was a hot, strong, Marine, who was a master at making girls believe he cared about them. Mike and I began to hang out and he turned into being a great friend. He was always there for me.

��Anyway... he called me one night, actually 12am, saying how beautiful I was and how much he wanted me. He told me that he wanted to see me that night and he could come pick me up at the bottom of my road. Like a total idiot I broke out of my house, ran all the way to the road and jumped the gate to go see him ( I lived on a huge ranch). He picked me up and drove me to a location where we could see cars pass by, but they couldn\'t see us. He put on music and we made small talk. Next think I know he was kissing me and I was in such shock all I could do was sit there while he worked his way around my body. All of a sudden I got scared and my heart began to race. I felt like it was going to pop right out of my chest.

��Is this really going on? I can\'t do this... What am I going to say? I can\'t move! Well the next thing I know, he\'s taking me to the back of his truck and touching me "down there". For some reason this just relaxed me and it felt really good. He knew what he was doing, thats for sure. Then he took off my jeans, panties, and put his finger inside me. I wasn\'t at all ready for that and although it felt good, I was scared again. He said that he could "feel my heartbeat inside me," with his finger. My heart was racing so he knew I was scared to hell. I was like a stupid deer caught in the headlights; unable to move. While he tried putting finger #2 in, which didn\'t work, he began to kiss, lick, and suck on me "down there". It felt really, and I mean really, good. I got this weird feeling in my stomach. It was a blissful feeling and a horrified feeling all at once.

��Next think I knew he got up and went to the cab of the truck. When he came back he had a condom in his hand and a little bottle of lube he said he had bought just for me. I remember all I said was "what\'s that for? Why did you buy it just for me?" he told me "I\'ve never had a virgin before and I don\'t want you to hurt anymore than you have to. Don\'t worry, you\'ll be fine and I\'ll take care of you." I was not only shaking, but now on the verge of hyperventilating. He pulled down his cami\'s and his boxers and put the condom on, as well as the lube. He was now over me and he reached down with his arm to put lube inside me with his fingers. I asked "and you would stop if I didn\'t want this right?" He just chuckled and kissed my forehead. His dog tags were resting on my chest and he had started kissing my neck.

��When he tried to penetrate me, I scooted up the truck bed. He tried again and I scooted up more, only this time he got the head of his penis in me. It was a lot bigger than I had imagined... I said "ugh... It\'s ok, i just don\'t think the rest is going to fit." But he quickly proved me wrong by holding me down and shoving the rest inside. I scream in pain and he just holds it in me. It hurt so bad and he was too big for me...

��After he was done, he dropped me off back outside my gate. He left me, shaking, in pain, and scared to jump back over my gate, run to my house, and crawl through my window to my room. When I got home I noticed that he had ripped me and I was bleeding... I was so scared. It hurt to pee, it hurt to sit, it hurt to wear anything but baggy pants. Even my lower tummy hurt. The next day he called to ask how I was doing and he loved me.

*I\'m now older, in college, and I have an amazing boyfriend who is a firefighter. I don\'t talk to Mike and I don\'t want to. Sex is so amazing with someone who loves you as much as you love them. My guy takes his time and makes me feel amazing. We\'ve been together for two years now and I love him so much. Please don\'t be stupid like I was.*

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First Time Sex �"I lost my virginity when I was 13 and I still am 13 today. It hurt bad and I was so scared. I knew I couldn't tell anyone except my friend who was there. The worst part of my story is that the guy was 18. This is how my story goes. "One night I stayed the night at my friend's house. We were talking to these guys I had only known for like a couple of months. They said that they would come and pick us up from her apartment. So we got ready and then they came. I didn't think that anything would happen because I had gone and hung-out with them before at their house. But this time it was different. My whole life was about to change. "When we got to their house we just hung out and watched T.V. Then I laid on his bed and he jumped on me while my friend and his brother were watching a movie and making out. He started to finger me and then all the sudden I realize I am having sex. I think what made me not say no was because my friend had already had it and I wanted to, but I didn't think it would ever happen in a million years and especially when my friend and his brother were in the room. "Well me and my friend haven't told anyone and I am too scared to say anything to anyone because I don't want people to think I am a hoe or I am easy or anything. But now I have to live with the guilt of not being able to tell my mom or anyone at that. Me and my mom have talked about sex and I said that I would never do it unless I was like older but I lied to myself and my mom. It made and still makes me feel so bad. I feel like kind of dirty now, but I think eventually I will get over it in time." "I was round at JD�s. It was a great party. Loads of people were there. I was just standing around with my mate Steven and I see this girl over his shoulder. She smiles at me, right, so I give it the business. You know, I talk to Steve but every now and then laugh really loud and look at her again, smiling loads. She kept smiling back, so I moved in. We get talking and everything's going fine. She laughed at my jokes. Next thing I know she's looking at me all soppy and we kiss. Then it all got out of control. She's whispering to me to come upstairs - you know - and I said, 'you go on, I'll come in a minute, I've got to go to the loo first', or something. "Anyway she goes off and Steven comes over. He's really excited, going on about 'taking my chances' and 'having it off'. I didn't know what to say. I mean I was really excited about the kiss still and he's saying that I must be a right stud to pull a girl like that. It is true, I have had lots of girlfriends but it doesn't mean I'm experienced. I mean, I'm really good at the chatting up and smooth-talking but I've never actually done it. Slept with someone. But I couldn't tell him that could I? "Anyway I went upstairs, and found her in the bedroom, with all the lights off on top of a pile of coats. She had taken off half her clothes. I had been intending to say something. All the way upstairs I'd been thinking, 'tell her, tell her you're a virgin.' But how could I? I just knew she thought I wanted to have sex. I was thinking, 'I don't want it like this, what about protection and that?' "It was awful, looking back, but I did it. I fumbled around and we were hardly talking so eventually, after a bit of wrestling I got it in and it lasted about 10 seconds. I just got dressed and left. I kept thinking, 'well I've done it but what could it have been like?'" I was 13 and stupid when I lost my virginity. I think it would of helped if I actually looked 13 and not 17. He was a 20 year old US Marine who didn't love me, or even care about me. I'm not naming names, so lets just call him... Mike? My best friend, Ben, had introduced us at a football game. I had a huge crush on Mike after that night...who wouldn't? He was a hot, strong, Marine, who was a master at making girls believe he cared about them. Mike and I began to hang out and he turned into being a great friend. He was always there for me. ��Anyway... he called me one night, actually 12am, saying how beautiful I was and how much he wanted me. He told me that he wanted to see me that night and he could come pick me up at the bottom of my road. Like a total idiot I broke out of my house, ran all the way to the road and jumped the gate to go see him ( I lived on a huge ranch). He picked me up and drove me to a location where we could see cars pass by, but they couldn't see us. He put on music and we made small talk. Next think I know he was kissing me and I was in such shock all I could do was sit there while he worked his way around my body. All of a sudden I got scared and my heart began to race. I felt like it was going to pop right out of my chest. ��Is this really going on? I can't do this... What am I going to say? I can't move! Well the next thing I know, he's taking me to the back of his truck and touching me "down there". For some reason this just relaxed me and it felt really good. He knew what he was doing, thats for sure. Then he took off my jeans, panties, and put his finger inside me. I wasn't at all ready for that and although it felt good, I was scared again. He said that he could "feel my heartbeat inside me," with his finger. My heart was racing so he knew I was scared to hell. I was like a stupid deer caught in the headlights; unable to move. While he tried putting finger #2 in, which didn't work, he began to kiss, lick, and suck on me "down there". It felt really, and I mean really, good. I got this weird feeling in my stomach. It was a blissful feeling and a horrified feeling all at once. ��Next think I knew he got up and went to the cab of the truck. When he came back he had a condom in his hand and a little bottle of lube he said he had bought just for me. I remember all I said was "what's that for? Why did you buy it just for me?" he told me "I've never had a virgin before and I don't want you to hurt anymore than you have to. Don't worry, you'll be fine and I'll take care of you." I was not only shaking, but now on the verge of hyperventilating. He pulled down his cami's and his boxers and put the condom on, as well as the lube. He was now over me and he reached down with his arm to put lube inside me with his fingers. I asked "and you would stop if I didn't want this right?" He just chuckled and kissed my forehead. His dog tags were resting on my chest and he had started kissing my neck. ��When he tried to penetrate me, I scooted up the truck bed. He tried again and I scooted up more, only this time he got the head of his penis in me. It was a lot bigger than I had imagined... I said "ugh... It's ok, i just don't think the rest is going to fit." But he quickly proved me wrong by holding me down and shoving the rest inside. I scream in pain and he just holds it in me. It hurt so bad and he was too big for me... ��After he was done, he dropped me off back outside my gate. He left me, shaking, in pain, and scared to jump back over my gate, run to my house, and crawl through my window to my room. When I got home I noticed that he had ripped me and I was bleeding... I was so scared. It hurt to pee, it hurt to sit, it hurt to wear anything but baggy pants. Even my lower tummy hurt. The next day he called to ask how I was doing and he loved me. I'm now older, in college, and I have an amazing boyfriend who is a firefighter. I don't talk to Mike and I don't want to. Sex is so amazing with someone who loves you as much as you love them. My guy takes his time and makes me feel amazing. We've been together for two years now and I love him so much. Please don't be stupid like I was.